With each day we learn something new. As we teach our children, they teach us too. After all, just because we’re adults it doesn’t mean we have it all figured out.
I’m learning, that some tables need to be flipped; others not so much. This year, I’m going to pay closer attention to my actions and reactions. Making sure that when I’m wrong, I’m owning it without justification.
So I’ve decided to tap all the way. Tapping in to what matters most. Keeping God first so that i can continue to pour more into these tiny humans, and of course into the king of our household. Being more present in the now, while our future plays out accordingly. After all, it has to. God said it, so it is so.
This may be a bit dramatic but 29 felt like death. It was like the idea of a phoenix bursting into flames before it’s born again. At the time, I had no clue I would rise again.
The very thing that I thought I’d never recover from, is the very thing that helped me become more aware that I too need self-care. I too needed space, grace, and time to feel and heal. I too needed a safe space to deal with the hurt caused by others. Hurts caused by me allowing myself to be put in a box that I didn’t belong in. That I too needed the real self-care: Healing.