I’m learning, that some tables need to be flipped; others not so much. This year, I’m going to pay closer attention to my actions and reactions. Making sure that when I’m wrong, I’m owning it without justification.
I refuse to get caught up on things I can’t change. The things of the past have come and gone. There’s nothing I can do to change them. After all, those very things made me who I am today.
I like to think that I go into each year, being my best authentic self. Each year I’m the best version of me, that I’ve been thus far. So the “new year, new me” is in fact true. But this year, that’s not my focus.
So I’ve decided to tap all the way. Tapping in to what matters most. Keeping God first so that i can continue to pour more into these tiny humans, and of course into the king of our household. Being more present in the now, while our future plays out accordingly. After all, it has to. God said it, so it is so.
The very thing that I thought I’d never recover from, is the very thing that helped me become more aware that I too need self-care. I too needed space, grace, and time to feel and heal. I too needed a safe space to deal with the hurt caused by others. Hurts caused by me allowing myself to be put in a box that I didn’t belong in. That I too needed the real self-care: Healing.